I see the sun today. It's shining the earth all day. It doesn't need me to acknowledge its presence. It doesn't care. It blankets the sky and donminate the earth. Yet I enjoy the sun. It shines regardless if anybody enjoy it or not. It's built that way.

Lately, I found myself overlook too many details, riding life on a fast train. My heart urges myself go on, drive harder. It's like Life walking by me, brushed my shoulder and keep on walking. By the time I remember to look back, it disappears into the crowd and street noise flooded my senses. In fact, many feelings, emotions, hopes and dreams had gone the same way. But I know this isn't what how I suppose to live. I have no great understanding, no outstanding wisdom, and no quick wits to speak of. As a person I have few good qualities. I'm not even as good looking as others or as tall...

But I know I'm a dreamer. I've learned to ignore people's critisms since young. My parents don't acknowledge my honesty and idealism, but it does not matter to me much. I have my idea of a man and how he should behave. A man does not need good look or even have much sense of style. He needs not to be funny. He needs to love his woman and children. He needs to fear God, since I learned that it's the beginning of wisdom. He needs to be wise and shows compassion. He can and should cry. When injustice happens, it should grieve his heart. He would first seek God, love his family, then the friends, other people and enemies. He should acknowledge his own flaws and face them. When in danger, he should stand up to the challenge even though he's afraid. A man should knows what is important in life.

Now if I'm not living in God's plan, then I'm walking in a void. Everything I have done or will do would become meaningless.

http://www.omgowned.com/2008/10/09/this-is-why-celebrities-love-photoshop/